Two years ago yesterday Holger and I met online! He went and got us Taco Delmar for dinner. It was really good and they give you so much for as much as Taco Time costs! It was a good day.
Today I had a chat with my nurse. I asked if I happened to go into labor again if I could just have her. She said that was perfectly fine. I wouldn't have dreamed to ask that last week but since I'm 33 weeks I know she will be ok. I am just done being pregnant and stuck in this bed. I have been on restrictions for 8 months and I'm done dealing with this. I know I sound like a terrible mother for wanting this but I honestly don't know how much more I can take. I really don't want to get on the magnesium again but the nurse informed me that I don't have to do that and there are other ways of stopping contractions if they can. They are only giving me a small dose of the medication I'm taking now to prevent labor and they can up that if they needed too and give the the shaky shot. I will do those things but I refuse to get on the Mag again. That's my delema and I pray that I can figure out what I need to do. Holger is going to go back home this weekend to work on computers for a friend and I'm worried that she will come while he's gone. I will try and stop them if that's the case because I really want him to be there with me. I don't want to do it alone. My brother is going to be here but that would probably freak him out being there while I'm pushing a baby out! Weird. Anyway that's what I've been thinking about lately. less than two weeks before we can go home!! I'm counting down the days.
13 to go
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